First I will express my hope everyone is doing well.
I did not intend to make this a massive post about current event going on irl. If I talk about any of it I assure you it will be limited.
The particular reason behind this is how stressed it’s made me and how tired I am of hearing “it’s going to get worse before better!” Trust me worse is only on the table atm it seems. To that end I say good luck to everyone after this... we will have a very bad economic disaster which is already effecting many including myself.... so good luck and I hope everything turns out okay for you, with sincerity.
I have not really written anything lately... there are several factors and a lot comes down to stress and time.
Currently I am doing other things to keep my mind busy. We are not quarantined yut but that does not mean my job is secure unfortunately.
So in spare time I have finally started to play my kingdom hearts games again. To an extent this has been relaxing.
I have been streaming the play through of kingdom hearts on my YouTube channel.... just type in Esper_Eidolon in search and you will find me. For the moment I have not really told many about it because idk if it interests anyone. It’s mostly for fun. There are two videos up so far, they are kid friendly so no commercials will play and no commentary aside from comment section because I am mute irl.
I hope it is enjoyable for any whom might be interested to watch. Current rules are no gear change, no continue on proud mode :3
My hubby and I are super excited for final fantasy VII remake to release next week. This is something of a land mark on us. You see my hubby was a long time ago, merely the boy next door for me. He owned the PlayStation while I had the Nintendo. Final fantasy VII was the first ff game we both played and to see it come to this new remake has us both incredibly happy.
However due to current circumstances.... we had to cancel the physical copy. This was not ideal. It was very sad to do and we only did it yesterday because of the realization I might not be working at my current job soon. Purchased digital a few weeks ago due to being told it would not show up on time however. So we will still play but not have the collectors stuff I personally wanted😕
For the most part I have kept busy every day at work. Today is the slowest however. Thus the likelihood that my job will not be here for me much longer.
I want to make it seem like we haven’t hit rock bottom atm.... but it’s hard not too. Knowing this will effect everyone deeply hurts me and stresses me knowing.... I can not be the one to fix it all. It’s up to us each as individuals to make sure we don’t fall to oblivion.
Take your time, stay safe, but realize the world needs you. Your local businesses will need you. Now more then ever before.
Don’t give them a hard time for being open. If they close... that’s it for them! All the people are relying upon you to help them. So make sure to support them when you can. And if you can not, Know you are not alone. This is a struggle we will all have to endure.
I’ll not say we are in this together... because in the end that may be incredibly false. But I hope we work together for a better tomorrow.
Here are some links to my two videos I made so far. Watch if you want... or don’t but just have a good time regardless. Yus yushttps://youtu.be/Niux7_uzBsc