When you're pouring energy into a group that isn't giving you the same treatment, it's not a mutual partnership...
When you feel uncomfortable and have nothing to say, it may be because you no longer share much in common...
When you're no longer relatable, maybe it's time for you to go...
When do you "do you?"
Always do you, when like energies no longer voice they fall apart. )0(
"If it hurts, stop doing it!" is one of the best wisdom we get told as kids (or at least most do).
Do not drag the pain along. Don't let it fester.
Just break those shackles and regain that energy you need for each new day.
Besides... if it's just "people" you know online and not in RL,
and you really feel there's no more left to turn around, you need to let go
and start a new blank page.
Good luck to you.