Today was pretty good. I finally decided to hit the blu mage stuff again before the log resets tomorrow. Me and these blues managed to get it down to 2% then we wiped. If one more dude had gotten off the final sting it would've been done, alas wasn't meant to be. We got it down pretty fast though. I'll try and recruit the same crew tomorrow. I finally got the tank side of things down. I don't think I ever want to touch this fight again. I'd rather go do a gavel prog party than this again 😅.
I also did a Baldesion arsenal run. I got one more run and I'm done with my physeos weapon. Then it's time to camp out Cassie for the glam piece. Damn that earring is cute. Just kind of expensive. Ran maps with a group I do raids with. I did pretty well on loot but more importantly I dumped off some of my maps which have been building up for a while. Did you know that you can blue mage 70 and below maps? I'm gonna try and get a bunch of those guaranteed portal maps for next year when blu hits 80. Its gonna be neat.
Unrelated to in-game stuff and related to the only Ultimate in this game I actually did by choice. Interpersonal relationship ultimate. So I had a group chat, apparently cause I forgot it even existed till today, with me and 2 other fc members…. It was 4 at some point but one of em dropped out of the prog back in early June, a good call. But yeah this chat had sat there in my inbox way down on my list, I counted and it was like 70 down from the latest discord DM. And one of the other 2 people left the chat.. So I have to wonder "Why bother?". It just doesn't make sense to do that this late in the game. It's been like 6 months since the last time we used that chat, and like 2 months since the last time me and the person who left had talked, you can date this cause I mentioned this person in my maintenance blog a while back we played phasmophobia. That being said, that's from my point of view. For all I know their DMs had it near the top. Though I doubt that. I can't figure out how to describe how this is making me feel. It's strange to me, but I can understand why they would. Our last conversation didn't end well and I probably could've approached the situation back then a bit more delicately, but that's just not the way I am. I tackle things head on, and let the pieces of my failures fall wherever they may. It's strange not being able to word stuff right. If I ever do I'll put it all here; even the stuff that makes me look bad cause half measures are no good, and half the story is even worse.
